What we have here is a dreamer

Someone so out of touch with reality, that if she jumped, she probably thought she could fly...

.....

It's alot eaiser to say your mad, than to admit you're hurt.

Freddie and Effy

Save me

Save me from the darkness or join the dark cloud cover above my head.

Wait it out

Where do we go from here?
How do we carry on?
I can't get beyond the questions.
Clambering for the scraps
in the shatter of us collapsed.
It cuts me with every could-have-been.

Pain on pain on play, repeating
With the backup makeshift life in waiting.

Everybody says time heals everything.
But what of the wretched hollow?
The endless in-between?
Are we just going to wait it out?

There's nothing to see here now,
turning the sign around;
We're closed to the Earth 'til further notice.
A Stumbling cliche case,
crumbled and puffy faced.
Dead in the stare of a thousand miles.

All I want, only one street-level miracle.
I'll be a an out-and-out, born again from none more cynical.

And sit here cold?
Well, We'll be long gone by then.
And lackluster in dust we lay
Around old magazines.
Fluorescent lighting sets the scene
for all we could and should be being
in the one life that we've got.

Tears

Grit your teeth; Hold them back; Push them down

In my heart

You can shed tears that he is gone, or you can smile because he has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him, or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can remember him only that he is gone, or you can cherish his memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what he'd want, smile, open your eyes, love and go on, always holding his memory in your heart.

Falling....

I hate how painfully fragile life is
*Falling into a depressed slumber

Andrew Lithgow

To one of the most fun, loving and caring friends I have ever had.
You were excessively funny, and always made me laugh.

Thankyou for looking after me
Thankyou for looking my entire family
Thankyou for the laughs
Thankyou for the smiles
Thankyou for the memories

I need you here with your thumbs up, lanky stance and geeky giggle.
Things down here are tough, and we all miss you like you wouldn't believe.
But i get by knowing that i'll see you again one day

Rest in peace Andrew Lithgow
You will not be forgotten
Missing you already

Effy -Loneliest Girl in the World

You are the loneliest girl in the world
Taking your hits as they come
You are the loneliest girl in the world
And tonight youd fall for anyone
It's in the way you fall down to bed
It's in the way you cry when he's not looking
You are the loneliest girl in the world
I'll watch you die a thousand times again
You are the loneliest girl in the world
And I just want to make it go away

Time

I can't

es

I forgot.

I forgot that life is fragile,
hearts are only protected by a thin little cage of bones,
people are born and die every day,
time slips away too quickly ,
drugs and alchol effect the brain,
studying pays off,
love is a big word,
sometimes you never get over certain people,
being a bitch is pointless,
running away from things doesn't solve anything,
i am my own person,
family means backbone,
there are too many choices,
one thing can impact your entire life,
i am a good person,
paitence is necessary

I forgot alot of things but remembered,
I'm lucky to be here

Poison

Now the medicine man comes and he shuffles inside
He walks with a swagger and he says to the bride
"Stop all this weeping, swallow your pride
You will not die, it's not poison"

Pretend

Sometimes it's easier to pretend your happy, rather than explain why your not.