I'm not over you

One thing is for sure, I'm not over you
And i doubt i will be anytime soon.
Before you left you promised me all these things and i believed you.
You said things that made me fall. I was drunk upon your potion.

You flew 17000 miles.
It was only 14 days. We would survive.

I sat around and missed you while you were gone and pondered on the things i would say to you the next time we spoke. I was hopeful.

It has now been 53days since i have seen or heard from you.

You returned and it was like i was never apart your world.
You had forgotten me so easily.
You owe me an explanation.
Did i do something wrong?
You now have found something better than me. But looking at her i dont see it, she is no me.

You have survived this.
I havent.
Although you forgot me, i havent forgotten you.
There is still that large inclining of hope bouncing between my bones that maybe one day you will come back to me.
Thanks to you i cant fall for anyone else, because your not going to be there to catch me.